Sunday, November 16, 2003
im awake. didnt get much sleep. nightmares.. rather a nightmare plagued me throughout. sent her a msg. words were i dont ask you to return my love. thats not why i spoke those words from last night. i said what i did so you'd understand. That's all. i feel how i feel and yur're not responsible. may i have yur pardon.
Said all those in a bout of fury passion. and these words dont mean nuts. but throughout the sleep i was awake just lyin on the bed...except that i wasnt really awake. i was in dreamland... dreaming that i was awake due to the shock of me imagining her reply. It sort of rhyme.. which is basically so ME.. but then it seemed so real. becuz in it were totally personal experiences btween us. i cant remember the exact words.. but it was the darkest words in any sense i came across. i couldnt not shake off that sense of dread.. words like veil of earley dreary comes into my mind.
I would awake.. check my phone and imagined that msg hidden somewhere inside that accursed thing. and fall back into the mare and finding it. yet when i woke up... check the phone... to reassure that the msg was real. i couldnt find it. it was a harsh cycle of waking up badly and sleeping terribly.
Very Confused and disorientated now. must go for a jog.. a swim a whatever. have to break out. be back later. May Your Days Be Long Upon The Earth. adios
Said all those in a bout of fury passion. and these words dont mean nuts. but throughout the sleep i was awake just lyin on the bed...except that i wasnt really awake. i was in dreamland... dreaming that i was awake due to the shock of me imagining her reply. It sort of rhyme.. which is basically so ME.. but then it seemed so real. becuz in it were totally personal experiences btween us. i cant remember the exact words.. but it was the darkest words in any sense i came across. i couldnt not shake off that sense of dread.. words like veil of earley dreary comes into my mind.
I would awake.. check my phone and imagined that msg hidden somewhere inside that accursed thing. and fall back into the mare and finding it. yet when i woke up... check the phone... to reassure that the msg was real. i couldnt find it. it was a harsh cycle of waking up badly and sleeping terribly.
Very Confused and disorientated now. must go for a jog.. a swim a whatever. have to break out. be back later. May Your Days Be Long Upon The Earth. adios
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